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ใใใชใใใใฏไบใใซ็ฝชใ่จใ่กจใใไบใใฎใใใซ็ฅใใชใใใใใใใใใใใงใใ็พฉไบบใฎ็ฅใใฏๅใใจใๅคงใใชๅใใใใพใใใใคใณใใฎๆ็ด5๏ผ16
โTherefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.โ (James 5:16)
ๅใฏ2016ๅนดใฎๆฅใๅคงๅญฆใซ้ใใใใซๅฏๅฑฑใซๅผใฃ่ถใใฆใใใๅฝ็ถใ็ๆดปใฎ่ช็ฑใฏๅขใใใไธไบบๆฎใใใซใชใใจใในใฆ่ชๅใฎใใใใใใซๅบๆฅใใใใใฏไธ่ฌ็ใซใฏๅฌใใใใจใ ใใใใฎๅใ่ชๅใๅพใใฆใใใชใใใฐใชใใชใใ่ฆชๅ ใ้ขใใๅคงๅญฆ็ใซใฏๆฒขๅฑฑใฎ่ชๆใๅญๅจใใใๆญฃ็ดใซ่จใใจใๅใฏ่ชๅใๅ จใๅพใใใใจใๅบๆฅใชใใฃใใ่ๆธใฎใใจใ้ใฃใฆใใๆไผใฎใใจใๆญใฃใ่ณ็พใฎใใจใ่ใใชใใใใซใใฆ็ฝชใๆฒขๅฑฑ็ฏใใใ็ฅใใฐใใใใงใ็ฅๆงใฏ่จฑใใฆใใใใใใใไบบ้ใฎ็ฝชใฎๆง่ณชใ ใใไปๆนใใชใใใจๅๆใช่จใ่จณใๆฏๅไฝใฃใใใใใใฃใฆ็ฝชใ็ฏใใฆใฏๆใๆนใใใใฆใใใชใใฎใซ็ฅใฃใฆใใใๆไผใง่ณ็พใใฆใใใจใใใ่ชๅใๅซใซใชใฃใใใใใใใฎ็ฌ้ใซ็ฅๆงใฎใใจใๆใใฆใใใจๆญใฃใฆใใใฉใใใพใ็ฝชใ็ฏใใฆใใพใใใใๆใฃใฆใใใคใๆฒใใใฃใใใใใช่ชๅใๅซใ ใฃใใๅคงๅญฆ็ๆดปใง็ฅๆงใซ็ฅใฃใฆใใใใจใฏๆฏๅใ็ฝชใฎๅ็ฝใ ใฃใใ็ฝชใซใพใฟใใฆใใใใใใชๅใๅคงใใๅคใใใใฃใใใใใใไบบใใใใ
ๅฝผๅฅณใฏใใณใฏใชในใใฃใณใ ใฃใใไพกๅค่ฆณใฏๅฝ็ถใฎใใใซ้ใฃใใใใใงใๅฝผๅฅณใๅใ้ใใฆ่ๆธใซ่ๅณใๆใฃใฆใใใฆใใใคใใฏใชในใใฃใณใซใชใฃใฆใใใใใ็ตๅฉใใใใจ่ใใฆใใใใฏใชในใใฃใณใฎไบบใจ็ตๅฉใใใใจไผใใใจใๅฝผๅฅณใฏๆตๆใ่ฆใใฆใใ่ๆธใซใๅใๅใๅงใใฆใใใใใใใฆ่ๆธใไฟก้ ผใงใใใใฉใใใๅคๆญใใใใใๆฌๆฐใง่ๆธใซๅใๅใฃใฆใใใใใใใชใฎใซๅใฏๅฝผๅฅณใๆไฝใชๅฝขใง่ฃๅใฃใฆใใพใฃใใๅฝผๅฅณใฎๅฟใใใใใใซๅผใ่ฃใใฆใใพใฃใใๆ็ซ ใงใฏ่ชฌๆใงใใชใใปใฉใซใ
I moved to Toyama in the spring of 2016 to attend university, and naturally, my freedom in life increased. Living alone allowed me to do everything I wanted to do. Now freedom in itself wasnโt a bad thing, but in order to be able to truly enjoy it, I first had to learn how to discipline myself.
A lot of temptations exist for a college student living away from their parents, and to be honest, I was never able to discipline myself at all. I sinned a lot, trying not to think about the Bible, the church I attended, or the worship songs I sang. I kept making excuses for myself, thinking that God would forgive me as long as I prayed for forgivenessโthat it was human nature to sin, so there was nothing I could do about it. I kept living in sin and praying this way, while not truly repenting. I hated myself when I was worshipping at church, because no matter how much Iโd sing about loving God at that moment, I knew I would just sin again. This thought grieved me, and I hated myself for it. Most of my prayers during my college life were confessions of sin, which I was riddled with. But there was someone who helped me change.
She was a non-Christian, so our values were understandably different. Still, I thought that if sheโd become interested in the Bible and one day become a Christian through me, we could get married. And when I told her that I wanted to marry a Christian, she began to sincerely take on the Bible, which she had been previously resistant to. And yet, I betrayed her in the worst way possible, as if I had ripped her heart out of her body. I can't even put it in words.
ใไบบใฎๅฟใใใใชใตใใซ่ธใฟใซใใใไบบใใฏใชในใใฃใณใชใใใชใใ็ฅๆงใฎใคใกใผใธใๆฑใใฆใใพใใใใฏใชในใใฃใณใชใใฆ่ฉๆธใๅคใใฆใปใใใใตใฟใณใซใใๆใใฆใใพใใใ
ๅฝผๅฅณใฏๆใใใใฎใใใๅชใใไบบใ ใใใใชใใจใ่จใใใฆใใพใใปใฉใๅใฎใใใใจใฏๆไฝใ ใฃใใใใใ่บซใซๆใฟใ่จ่ใ ใฃใใไปใพใงใซใใใช่ชๅใใฏใชในใใฃใณใงใใ่จณใใชใใจใใใใปใฉ่ช่ฆใใใใจใใชใใฃใใๅฝผๅฅณใๅปใฃใฆใใใ่ชๅใใฉใใซใใชใฃใฆใใพใใใใชใปใฉใ่ใใใฐ่ใใใปใฉๅนใใงใใพใฃใใใใฃใจ่ๆธใซ่ๅณใๅบใฆใใฆใๅๅใใซ่ชญใใใใใซใชใฃใฆใใใฎใซใๅใซ่ฃๅใใใใใใฎใใใงใฏใชในใใฃใณใซๅฏพใใฆๅซๆชๆใใๆฑใใฆใใใๅใฎใใใงๅฝผๅฅณใฏใฏใชในใใฃใณใซใชใใชใใงใๅฐ็ใธ่กใใฎใใใใใชใใใใๆใฃใฆใใใใใฃใจ่ชๅใๅซใงไปๆนใใชใใฃใใใใใชใใจใใใ่ชๅใใฏใชในใใฃใณใงใใ่ณๆ ผใชใฉใชใใใจ็นฐใ่ฟใ่ใใฆใใใๅฝผๅฅณใซใใใช่กจๆ ใงใใใชใใจใ่จใใใฆใใพใใปใฉใๅใฏๅฝผๅฅณใๆญฃ้ขใใ่ฃๅใฃใฆใๅฟใใใใใใซใใฆใใพใฃใใ่ชๅใฏใฏใชในใใฃใณใงใฏใชใใใใฏใชในใใฃใณใจใใฆ็ใใ่ณๆ ผใฏใชใใฎใ ใจใ้ ญใฎไธญใงๅ้ฟใใฆใใพใฃใฆใใคใใใฆไปๆงใใชใใฃใใๆญฉใฟๅฏใใใจๅฟ ๆญปใซๅชๅใใฆใๆๅพใซ่ฉๆฌบใฎใใใซ่ฃๅใใใๅฟใ่ธใฟใซใใใใๅฝผๅฅณใฎใปใใไฝๅใ่พใใซๆฑบใพใฃใฆใใใฎใฏใใใฃใฆใใใใฉใๆฌๅฝใซใคใใใฃใใใฏใชในใใฃใณใงใใใใจใ่ชๅใฎๅญๅจ็็ฑใฎใใใซๆใใฆใใใฎใงใๅญๅจใใๆๅณใ่ชๅใฎไธญใงใชใใชใฃใฆใใพใฃใใฎใ ใ
็ฅๆงใซ็ฅใใใใใฉใ็ฅใใชใใฃใใใใใชๆใพใง่ชๅใฎใใใซใ่ชๅทฑไธญๅฟ็ใซ็ฝชใฎ่ตฆใใๆฑใใ่ชๅใธใฎๅซๆชๆใงๅบๆฅใชใใฃใใใชใใชใไบบใซใฏ่ฉฑใใชใใฃใใใใใชๆไฝใช่ชๅใๆใกๆใใใฎใๆใใฃใใใใใใไปฅๆฅใใฏใชในใใฃใณใฎไบบใจๆฅใใใจใใใใช่ชๅใๆ ใใชใใชใฃใฆใใพใฃใฆใไผใใใใชใใๆไผใซใ่กใใใใชใใจๆใใใใซใชใฃใใ่ชฐใใซๆฑใ่ชๅใๅ จใฆๆใกๆใใฆใ็ฅใฃใฆๆฌฒใใใฃใใใใฉใไปๅใฎใใจใ่ฉฑใใใใใฉใๆใใใใฎใๆใใฆๅบๆฅใชใใฃใใๅใฏๆไผใใๆไผใฎใฟใใชใๅคงๅฅฝใใ ใฃใใใใใใใๅดฉใใฆใใพใๆฐใใใฆใๆใใฃใใๅฐใ็ตใฃใฆใๅใฏๅธฐ็ใใฆๅฏๅฑฑใง้ใฃใฆใใๆไผใไธ้ฑไผใใ ใฎใซๅ ใใฆใใกใใใฉๆไผใใใฐใใไผใฟใซใชใฃใใใใใใฎ้ ใฎ่ชๅใซใจใฃใฆใฏ่ฏใใฃใใฎใใใใใชใใ
Sheโd said to me, โHow can a person like you be a Christian, a person who can trample on someoneโs heart like this? You should stop saying youโre a Christian, because that just tarnishes the image of God. It even makes me feel like you are Satan.โ
She is a caring and kind person, but what I did was horrible enough to bring her to say these words. And these words were very painfulโbefore hearing them, I had never been so aware of the fact that maybe I wasnโt a Christian after all. When she left me, I kept thinking about what she had said to me, and became more and more depressed.
She had finally become interested in the Bible and was beginning to read it with an open heart, and yet I betrayed her, giving her instead a dislike for Christians. And I hated myself ever since it occurred to me that she might never become a Christian because of me, and then she would go to hell.
In that moment, I thought that I wasnโt a Christian, and had no right to be a Christian, because of what I had done to her. I had brought her to say those things, with those emotions and expression, and I was torn to shreds. It wouldnโt stop reverberating in my head: I wasn't a Christian and I didn't deserve to live as one.
I knew it must have been many times harder for her to try and meet me halfway, just to have her heart trampled on and betrayed in the end by meโbut this was a really hard season for me, too. I had felt like being a Christian was my reason for being, so suddenly the meaning of my existence was lost to me.
I wanted to pray to God, but I couldnโt. I couldnโt because I was disgusted with myself for asking for forgiveness of my sins in this self-centered way. And it was hard to tell people too. From then on, whenever I came into contact with Christians, I felt so miserable about myself that I didn't want to see them or go to church.
Iโd wanted to confess all my sins to someone and have them pray for me, but I couldnโt do it because I was worried of what they would think if I told them about what had happened. I loved the church and everyone at the church, so I was scared that my relationships with people would fall apart. A little while later, I visited my hometown and took a week off from my church in Toyama, and in addition to that, the church had just taken a break for a while, which was also good for me at the time, I suppose.
ๅใซใฏ่ชๅใจ็ฅๆงใจใฎ้ขไฟใ่ใ็ดใๆ้ใๅฟ ่ฆใ ใฃใใไฝใใใใพใ็ฝชใๅ็ฝใใฆใๆใๆนใใใใฃใใใใใปใฉไปใฎไบบใซใฏใใฉใใช็ฝชใงใ่จฑใใฆใใใใใใๅคงไธๅคซใ ใใใใจ็ฌ้กใง่ชๆ ขใใซ่ชใฃใฆใใใชใใใ่ชๅใฎ็ฝชใ่จฑใใฆใใใใใจใฏๆใใชใใฃใใใใใงใ่ๆธใ ใใฏ่ชญใใใจๆใฃใใใใใใฆ่ชญใฟ็ถใใฆใใใใๆฅใใใ็ฎๆใ้ ญใใ้ขใใชใใชใฃใใ
ใใใฏ็ใใใใใใพใใฆใใใ็ฝชใฎๆทฑใๅฅณใใคใจในใซๅบไผใ็ฎๆใ ใๅฝผๅฅณใฏๆถใงใคใจในใฎ่ถณใใฌใใใ้ซชใฎๆฏใงใใใใฌใใใๅพก่ถณใซๅฃใฅใใใฆใ้ฆๆฒนใๅกใฃใใไบบใ ใฏใใฎ็ฝชๆทฑใๅฅณใซๅฏพใใฆใใคใจในใใฉใๅฟใใใใซๆณจ็ฎใใฆใใใใคใจในใฏๅผๅญใฎใใใญใซ่ชใๅงใใใ
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ใๅฝผๅฅณใใฟใพใใใใใใใใๅฎถใซๅ ฅใฃใๆใซใใชใใฏ่ถณใๆดใๆฐดใใใใชใใฃใใๅฝผๅฅณใฏๆถใงใใใใฎ่ถณใๆฟกใใใ้ซชใฎๆฏใงๆญใใฆใใใพใใใใใชใใฏใใใใซใใกใฅใใใฆใใใชใใฃใใๅฝผๅฅณใฏใใใใฎ่ถณใซๅฃใฅใใใใฆใใฟใพใใใงใใใใใชใใฏใใใใซๆฒนใๅกใฃใฆใใใชใใฃใใใๅฝผๅฅณใฏใใใใฎ่ถณใซ้ฆๆฒนใๅกใฃใฆใใใพใใใใ ใใใใใใใฏๅฝผๅฅณใฎๅคใใฎ็ฝชใฏ่ตฆใใใฆใใใจ่จใใพใใใใใฏๅฝผๅฅณใใใใๆใใใใใงใใใใใใๅฐใใใ่ตฆใใใชใใใฎใฏใๅฐใใใๆใใพใใใใ
ใใใฆๅฝผๅฅณใซใใใชใใฎ็ฝชใฏ่ตฆใใใฆใใพใใใใจ่จใใใใใใใชใใฎไฟกไปฐใใใชใใๆใฃใใฎใงใใๅฎๅฟใใฆ่กใใชใใใใใซใซใฎ็ฆ้ณๆธ7๏ผ36๏ผ50ใใ
ๅใฏๅคใใฎ็ฝชใ็ฏใใฆใๆฒขๅฑฑใฎไบบใๅทใคใใไฝๅบฆใๆใๆนใใใตใใใใฆใใใ็ฏใใ็ฝชใฏใ่ชๅใฎไพกๅคใไธใใๅชใใงใใใชใใฃใใใใใชๅใซใคใจในใใไบบใใๅคใใฎ็ฝชใ่ตฆใใใใใใใใชใใฏใใใใไบบใใๆใใใใใซใชใใใใจ่ชใฃใฆใใใใใชๆฐใใใใ่ชฐใซใ่จใใชใ็ฝชใไฝๅบฆใไฝๅบฆใ็ฅๆงใฏ่ตฆใใฆใใใใใใใฆๅใ็ฅๆงใใใฃใจๆใใใใใซใๅใซใจใฃใฆๆ้ป้ขใงใใใชใใใฎ็ฝชใใใ็จใใฆใใ ใใใใใฎ่จ่ใซใฉใใ ใๆใใใใใจใ ใใใ
I had needed time to reconsider my relationship with God. I wanted to pray, confess all my sins and repent, but I couldnโt believe that my sins would be forgiven, even though in the past I had always smiled and said to people, โWhatever your sins are, they will be forgiven if you confess them and repent, so you donโt have to worry.โ Still, I kept reading the Bible and one day found a passage that I couldnโt stop thinking about.
It's the part where the sinful woman, who was looked down upon by everyone, meets Jesus. She wet his feet with tears, wiped them with her hair, kissed his feet and anointed them with oil. The people were interested in how Jesus responded to this sinful woman. Jesus began to tell his disciple Peter, โA certain moneylender had two debtors. One owed five hundred denarii, and the other fifty. When they could not pay, he cancelled the debt of both. Now which of them will love him more?โ Simon answered, "The one, I suppose, for whom he cancelled the larger debt.โ And he said to him, โYou have judged rightly.โ
Then he turned to the woman and said to Simon: "Did you see her? When I entered the house, you did not give me water to wash my feet, but she wet my feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. You did not kiss me, but from the time I entered, she has not stopped kissing my feet. You did not anoint me with oil, but she anointed my feet with oil. So I say that her many sins are forgiven, as her great love has shown. But whoever has been forgiven little loves little.โ And he said to her, โYour sins are forgiven. Your faith has saved you. Go in peace.โ (Luke 7:36-50)
I've committed many sins, hurt many people, and pretended to repent many times. These sins Iโve committed were curses that lowered my value. But I felt as if God was telling me, โYou will be able to love me more because you have been forgiven more sins than others.โ Many times God has forgiven me for sins that I could never tell anyone about, and Heโs even used those sins, which were only darkness to me, to help me love Him more. I canโt tell you enough how much these words saved me.
ๅใ่ชๅใๆใใชใใฆใใใใใพใงใใใใใใ็ฅๆงใๅใฎใใจใใๅฝใๆจใฆใใปใฉใซๆใใฆใใใฆใใใใใๅฎๆใใฆใใไธญใงใพใ็ฅใใใใใซใชใฃใฆใใฃใใๆ้ใใใใฆ่ชๅใฎ็ฝชใใในใฆๅ็ฝใใใ็ฝชใ็ฏใๆไธญใฎๆๆ ใใๆใฃใฆใใใใจใใในใฆ็ฅๆงใซๅใๅบใใใ
ใใใใใฏใใชใใฎใใใใฎ็ฝชใ้ฒใฎใใใซใใใชใใฎ็ฝชใใใใฟใฎใใใซๆญใๅปใฃใใใใใใซๅธฐใใใใใใฏใใชใใ่ดใฃใใใใ ใใใคใถใคๆธ44๏ผ22
ๆฏๆฅ่ๆธใ่ชญใใงใ็ฅใฃใใใใใชใซใ่ชๅใจ่ๆธใจ็ฅๆงใฎ้ขไฟใ็ๅฃใซ่ฆ็ดใใใใจใฏไปใพใงใชใใฃใใใใฎไธญใงๆไผใงใฟใใชใซ่ใใฆใใใใใใซไปฅๅๆธใใ่จผใ่ชญใฟ่ฟใใใใใใๆธใใใฎใฏๅคงๅญฆ๏ผๅนด็ใฎๆใ ใ็ฅใฎ็ฌใๅญใคใจในใๅใใฎ็ฝชใฎใใใซๅๅญๆถใซๆถใใฃใฆๆญปใซใไธๆฅ็ฎใซ่ใฃใใใจใๅใฏไฟกใใฆใใใใไฝใๅฟ้ ใใใชใใจใ่ชไฟกใใใฃใฆใฏใชในใใฃใณใใใใใฆใใใใงใใใชใใฐใฉใใใฆใใฎ่จผใๆธใใฆใใใใฏใชในใใฃใณใจใใฆ็ใใใฎใ้ฃใใใใคใใใฃใใฎใ ใใใใใฏใชในใใฃใณใใใ็ใใใใจใใใฐใใใปใฉใ่่คใ็ใพใใใฎใ ใใใใๅ้ใซใฏใชในใใฃใณใชใใฆๆใ ใจๆใใใใใจใๆตๆใๆฑใใใใใจใใฏใชในใใฃใณใใใใชใใจๆนๅคใใใๆใใจใใๅๅ ใฏ่ฒใ ่ใใใใใใงใไธ็ชใฎ็็ฑใฏใๅ่ช่บซใใใญใชในใใฎไพกๅค่ฆณใฎไธญใง็ใใใใจๆใใฆใใชใใใจใ ใฃใใ่ชๅใฏใฏใชในใใฃใณใชใฎใ ใใใใฎไพกๅค่ฆณใฎไธญใง็ใใชใใใฐใใใชใใใจใพใใง่ถณๆทใฎใใใซใๆใใใชใใใฐใใใชใ็พฉๅใฎใใใซ่ใใฆใใใฎใ ใฃใใ
ๅใฏใญใชในใใฎไพกๅค่ฆณใๅคงๅญฆ็ใจใใฆ็ใใฆใใไธญใง้ๅธธใซ็ชฎๅฑใซๆใใฆใใใๅ่ฟฐใใใใๅใฏไธๅ่กใซๆใๆฎใใฆใใใใใฃใจใพใๆใๆนใใใฐใ็ฅใใฐ่จฑใใฆใใใใใใใใใ่ใใงใใคใ่ๆธใฎๆใใซ่ใใฆใฏใๆใๆนใใใตใใใใฆใ็ฅใใตใใใใฆใใใใฉใใใพใๆๆฅใใใใ ใใใใฉไปใฏๆใๆนใใฆใใใใใใใใ้ขจใซๆใฃใฆใใใ็ฝชใ็ฏใใฆใใพใใฎใฏ็ฝชใฎๆง่ณชใใใฃใฆ็ใพใใฆใใไบบ้ใฎๆฌๆงใ ใใจใใฉใใใฆใใใชใตใใซๆใฃใฆใใพใฃใฆใใใฎใใใใฃใจใใใฏใคใจในใๅใฎใใใซใใใใชๅใๆใใใใซใใฆใใใใใจใๅฎข่ฆณ่ฆใใฆใใใ ใใงใใใ ใฎ็ฅ่ญใจใใฆ่ฆใใฆใใใ ใใงใๅ จใๅฎๆใใฆใใชใใฃใใใใ ใ
As I read the Bible, I realized that God had and always would love me even though I couldnโt love myself, and soon I was able to pray again. Gradually I started to confess my sins. I confessed all my sins, all my feelings and thoughts in the midst of my sins, to God.
โI have blotted out your transgressions like a cloud and your sins like mist; return to me, for I have redeemed you.โ (Isaiah 44:22)
I read the Bible and prayed every day. Never in my life had I so seriously reviewed my relationship with God so much. In the midst of it all, I re-read a testimony I once wrote for everyone to hear in church. It was my second year of college when I wrote it. I was confidently acting like a Christian, saying that I believed that Jesus, the only begotten Son of God, died on the cross for our sins and rose again on the third day, so I had nothing to worry about.
But then, why had it been so difficult and painful to live as a Christian even after writing that testimony? Why was it that the more I had tried to live like a Christian, the more conflicted I had become? There were many possible reasons for this; such as the fear that my friends would think it was a loss to be a Christian, that I would be resisted because I was a Christian, or that I would be judged for not being Christian enoughโฆ but the main reason was that I hadnโt wanted to live within the values of Christ. Iโd thought that because I was a Christian, I had to live within those valuesโas if they were shackles, as if they were obligations that I had to fulfill.
I had felt very constrained by the values of Christ in my life as a college student. As I mentioned earlier, I had spent a lot of time misbehaving. Surely if I repented again, I could pray and be forgiven. With these thoughts, I had always disobeyed the teachings of the Bible, pretending to repent and pretending to pray.
โI will do it again tomorrow anyway, but for now, I'll repent. Besides, it is human nature to be born with a nature to sinโโthatโs how Iโd felt. Why had I thought that way? The reason was because I had only been objectifying what Jesus did for me, what He did to save me. I was just taking it as knowledge, not realizing it for myself at all.
ใใใใใชใใใใใใใใๆใใใชใใใใชใใใใฏใใใใฎๆใใๅฎใใฏใใงใใใ
ใจใใใฎ็ฆ้ณๆธ14๏ผ15
ใคใจในใฎๆใใๅฎใๆฐใใชใใจใใใใจใฏใๅใใคใจในใๆใใใจใใใใฆใใชใใจใใใใจใ ใใใไธๅบฆใใ่ใใฆใฟใใ
ใใคใจในๆงใฏๅใใๆใใใใซๅๅญๆถใใใใฃใใใใใชใใใใ ไธไบบใฎๅใๆใใใใซๅๅญๆถใซๆถใใฃใใใ ใใ
ใใใ่ใใใกใใปใผใธใงใใใใใใฎไธ็ใซๅไธไบบใ ใใ ใฃใใจใใฆใใใใฃใไธไบบใฎๅใๆใใใใซใคใจในใฏๅๅญๆถใซๆถใใฃใฆใใ ใใใใ ใใๅฝผใฎๅๅญๆถใฏใฟใใชใฎใใใงใฏใชใใๅใ ใใฎใใใชใใ ใใจใใใกใใปใผใธใ่ใใใฎใๆใๅบใใใ
ๅใ่ชๅๅๆใซ็ฏใใฆใใ็ฝชใใใใใซๅฏพใใๆฐธ้ ใฎ่ฃใใใๅใๆใใใใซใ็ฅใจใใๅฎ็งใงๅฎๅ จใชๅญๅจใงใใฃใใฎใซใใคใจในๆงใฏไธๅฎๅ จใงๆจใใชไบบ้ใฎๅงฟใจใชใฃใฆใ็ใซ่ใใใใๅๅญๆถใซๆถใใฃใฆใใใ่ฆใใใงใ็ฝชไบบใฎๅ้ใฎใใใซ่บซไปฃใใใฎๆญปใ้ใใฆใใ ใใฃใใใใฎใใจใไฟกใใฆใใใชใใใใใช็ฐกๅใซ็ฝชใ็นฐใ่ฟใใใใใชใใใใๅฐใใ่บซ่ฟใชใใจใง่ใใใใใใใใใใใใใใชใใ
ไพใใฐใๅผใฃ่ถใไฝๆฅญใๅ้ใซๆไผใฃใฆใใใฃใฆใใๆไธญใซๅฅใฎๅ้ใซๆผใ้ฃฏใซ่ชใใใใจใใฆใๆฑๆฐดๅใใใฆๆไผใฃใฆใใใฆใใๅ้ใ็ฝฎใใฆใๅ้ใจใ้ฃฏใซ่กใใ ใใใใใใใ่กใใชใใซๆฑบใพใฃใฆใใใๅฝ็ถใฎใใใซๆญใฃใฆใใใจใงๆไผใฃใฆใใใๅ้ใซๆ่ฌใใชใใไธ็ทใซใ้ฃฏใ้ฃในใใฏใใ ใๅ้ใซๅฏพใใๆฉใๅฎใใใจใฏๅฝใใๅใ ใจๆใฃใฆใใใใชใใฐใคใจในใใๅใใๆใฏใฉใใ ใใใใ
ไบบใฏๆฌๆฅใชใ็ฏใใ็ฝชใฎ่ฃใใจใใฆๅฐ็ใซ่กใใใจใๆฐธ้ ใฎๆญปใฎ่ฆใใฟใๅใใใใจใๆฑบใพใฃใฆใใใใใใใคใจในใ่บซไปฃใใใฎๆญปใซใใฃใฆใใคใจในใๆใใใชใใฐ่ชฐใใๅคฉๅฝใซ่กใใใใใซใใฆใใใใๆฉใ่ฟใใ่ฟใใชใใใใฎๆฌกๅ ใงใฏใชใใใใฎ้ๆนใใชใๆใฏๅใใซใฏ่ฟใใชใใใ ใใใใใฆ็ฅๆงใฎใใจใใไบบ็ใใใใฆๆใ้ใใใใจๆใใๆฐใใใใชใใปใฉ็ฝชใ่จฑใใใใใฎๅฝใๆจใฆใใปใฉใซๆใใใฆใใใฎใ ใใใๆใใชใใใใใชใใใงใฏใชใใฆใๆใใใใฎใ ใ
โIf you love me, you will keep my commandments.โ (John 14:15)
My unwillingness to adhere to the teachings of Jesus meant that I wasnโt even trying to love him. I thought about it again.
โJesus die on the cross to save us. He died on the cross to save you, and only you.โ I was reminded of this message I that heard once upon a timeโthat even if you had been the only one in the world, Jesus would still die on the cross to save you, singularly. His cross was not for everyone, but only for you.
To save me from eternal judgment for the sins I had selfishly committed, Jesus took on the form of an imperfect, miserable human being, even though He was innocent, even though He was God, and struggled and died a substitutionary death on the cross. If you believe in that, you wouldn't be able to repeat your sins so easily.
It's easier to understand if you think of it this way. If you had asked one of your friends to help you move apartments, and on the day he was helping you, a different friend invited you out for lunch, would you go? Of course you wouldn't. You would turn that person down and later eat with the friend whoโd helped you move, thanking him for his help. It's natural for us to be able to keep a favor to a friend like this. In the same way, we can consider the love weโve received from Jesus.
People were originally destined to go to hell and suffer eternal death as judgment for their sins. But through His death, Jesus has made it possible for anyone to go to heaven if they love Him. It's not a matter of repaying a favorโwe cannot pay back that tremendous love that has been given to us. But thatโs exactly why I want to love God through and through. He has forgiven me for my sins more times than I can count, and He loved me enough to lay down His life for me.
ใใใใจๅใใใใซไฟกไปฐใ่กใใใชใใฃใใชใใใใใ ใใงใฏใๆญปใใ ใใฎใงใใใ
ใคใณใ2๏ผ17
ๅ ใใฆใๅ้ใซใฏ่ชๅใฏใฏใชในใใฃใณใ ใจใใๆๅใๅใฏๅฝผใใจไธ็ทใซ็ฝชใ็ฏใใฆใใใใใฎ่กๅใซใใฃใฆใ็ตๅฑใฏใชในใใฃใณใฏ่ชๅ้ใจๅคใใใชใใจๆใใใฆใใพใฃใฆใใใๅฝผใใฎไธญใฎใฏใชในใใฃใณใซๅฏพใใใคใกใผใธใๆฌๆฅใฎใใฎใจใฏๅ จใ้ใฃใใใฎใซใใฆใใพใฃใฆใใใ
ใๅฝผใใฏใ็ฅใ็ฅใฃใฆใใใจๅฃใงใฏ่จใใพใใใ่กใใงใฏๅฆๅฎใใฆใใพใใใใใใน1๏ผ16
ๅใฏๅคใใใใใฃใใ็ใใใฏใชในใใฃใณใซใชใใใใใใๆใฃใฆใใใซ่ๆธใ่ชญใใง็ฅใๆฅใ ใฎไธญใๅฏๅฑฑใงใไธ่ฉฑใซใชใฃใฆใใ็งๅธซใซๅงใใใใฆใใธใงใณใปใใคใใผ็งๅธซใฎใDonโt waste your lifeใใจใใๅ็ปใ่ฆณใใ๏ผ่ๅณใฎใใๆนใฏYoutubeใง่ฆณใฆๆฌฒใใใ๏ผๅฝผใฏๅใ้กใงใๆฌใๅบ็ใใฆใใใใใฎๆฌใ่ชญใพใใฆใใใฃใใใใใพใงใฏใชในใใฃใณใจใใฆใฎ็ใๆนใๅณใใๅใใใใฎใฏๅใใฆใ ใฃใใๅฝผใฏใใ่ชใใ
ใๅคใใฎไบบใ่ชๅใฎใใจใๅนธใใซใใใใใซ็ใใฆใใใ่ฏใ่ปใ่ฏใๅฎถใ่ฏใ่ทใ่ฏใๅฎถๆใๆใซๅ ฅใใๆฉใใซไปไบใๅผ้ใใ็ฉใใใซๆญปใใงใใใใจใ็ฎๆจใซ็ใใฆใใใใใใฆๆญปใใงใใฎไธใๅปใฃใฆใใ็ฅๆงใฎๅใซ็ซใใใใๆใ่ชๅใ่ฟฝใๆฑใใฆใใใขใกใชใซใณใใชใผใ ใฎใใใชใใฎใฏใ็ฅๆงใฎๅใซใฏๅ จใ่ใใใใฎใงใใใใจใ่ชๅใไธๅบฆใใใชใไบบ็ใ็ก้งใซใใใใจใซๆฐใฅใใฎใ ใใ
ใฏใฃใจใใใๅฝผใ่ใใใจ่ชใใใฎใฏใใพใใใๅใไปใพใง็ฎๆใใฆใใใใฎใ ใฃใใฎใ ใๅใฏใคใจในใงใฏใชใใใใฎไธใๆใใฆใใใฎใ ใจๆฐใฅใใใใใ
โSo also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead.โ (James 2:17)
I had been saying to my friends that I was a Christian, but actually I was just sinning with them. That action made them think that Christians were no different from unbelievers in the end, and this image of Christians was completely different from what it should have been.
โThey profess to know God, but they deny him by their works.โ (Titus 1:16)
I wanted to change, and I wanted to come alive as a Christian. During my days of reading the Bible and praying with this intention, my pastor in Toyama recommended me to watch a video called โDon't Waste Your Lifeโ by John Piper. (If you're interested, you can watch it on Youtube.) Heโs also published a book on the same subject and I have read it as well. Encountering this content, it was the first time as a Christian that my lifestyle had been called into question so severely.
This is what John Piper says: โA lot of people live to make themselves happy. They live with the goal of getting a good car, a good house, a good job, a good family, retiring early from work and dying peacefully. And when you die and leave this world and stand before God, you realize that the kind of American dream you were chasing is completely empty before Him, that you have wasted the one life you had.โ
I was taken aback. What he described as empty, was exactly what I had been striving for. I realized that I had loved the world, not Jesus.
ใๆฏใฎ่ใใๅบใฆๆฅใใจใใฎใใใซใใพใ่ฃธใงใใจใฎๆใซๅธฐใใๅฝผใฏใ่ชๅใฎๅด่ฆใซใใฃใฆๅพใใใฎใใไฝไธใคๆใซๆบใใฆ่กใใใจใๅบๆฅใชใใใไผ้่ ใฎๆธ5๏ผ15
ไพใใไธ็ไธใฎใขใกใชใซใณใใชใผใ ใๆดใฟๅใฃใใจใใฆใใๆญปใใ ็ฌ้ใซใใใใฏ็กๆๅณใชใใฎใจๅใใฎใ ใไฝใๆใใใซ็ใพใใฆใใใใใซใๅใใฏไฝใๆใใใซๆญปใใงใใใใใใชใใฐ่ๆธใฎ่ชใ็กๆๅณใงใชใใใฎใจใฏใชใใ ใใใใ
ใ็ฅใๆใใใ็ฅใฎๅฝไปคใๅฎใใใใใไบบ้ใซใจใฃใฆใในใฆใงใใใใไผ้่ ใฎๆธ12๏ผ13
็ฅๆงใฎๅใซ่ใใใชใใใฎใใใใฏ็ฅใธใฎๆใใ็ฅใฎๅฝไปคใๅฎใใใจใ ใ
ใไธปใฏใใชใใซๅใใใใใไบบใใไฝใ่ฏใใใจใชใฎใใไธปใฏไฝใใใชใใซๆฑใใฆใใใใใฎใใใใใฏใใใ ๅ ฌ็พฉใ่กใใ่ช ๅฎใๆใใใธใใใ ใฃใฆใใชใใฎ็ฅใจใจใใซๆญฉใใใจใงใฏใชใใใใใใซ6๏ผ8
ใใใใใใใ็ถใๆฏใๆใใ่ ใฏใใใใใซใตใใใใ่ ใงใฏใใใพใใใใพใใใใใใใใๆฏๅญใๅจใๆใใ่ ใฏใใใใใซใตใใใใ่ ใงใฏใใใพใใใใ
ใใฟใคใฎ็ฆ้ณๆธ10๏ผ37
็ฅใฎๅใซไพกๅคใใ็ใๆนใใใใฏ็ฅใจๅ ฑใซๆญฉใ็ใๆนใงใใใใใใฆๅฎถๆใใใใ้ ๅถ่ ใใใใใใฎไธใฎ่ชฐใใใ็ฅใๆใใชใใใฐใใใฎ็ใๆนใฏๅบๆฅใชใใๅใฏ่ชๅใฎๅฟใฎๅฃฐใซๆณจ็ฎใใใใฆใใคใจในใฎใใจใชใฉใใฃใกใฎใใซใชใฃใฆใใใ่ชๅใๅนธใใซใใใใจ่บ่ตทใซใชใฃใฆใๆฌๆฅใฏใชในใใฃใณใๅพใใใใฏใใฎใไบบใจใใฆใฎๆๅคงใฎๅนธใใ้ใใฆใใใ็ฅๆงใไธ็ชใซๆใใ็ใๆนใจใฏใ็ฅๆงใฎใใจใใใคใ่ใใฆใ่ชๅใฎ่กๅใใไบบใ ใฎ็ฎใงใฏใชใใ็ฅๆงใฎ็ฎใซใฉใๆ ใใฎใใ่ใใฆ็ใใใใจใ ใใใใใ็ใๆนใซใฏใใฎไธใฎไพกๅค่ฆณใจใฏ้ใฃใใใญใชในใใฎไพกๅค่ฆณใ็พใใใ
โAs he came from his motherโs womb he shall go again, naked as he came, and shall take nothing for his toil that he may carry away in his hand.โ (Ecclesiastes 5:15)
Even if we grab hold of the worldโs greatest American dream, itโs meaningless the moment we die. Just as we are born with having nothing, we will die having nothing. So then what does the Bible say about things that arenโt meaningless?
โThe end of the matter; all has been heard. Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man.โ (Ecclesiastes 12:13)
The only thing that is not meaningless before God is the fear of God and keeping His commands.
โHe has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the LORD require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?โ (Micah 6:8)
โWhoever loves his father or mother more than me is not worthy of me. Whoever loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. He who loves his son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.โ (Matthew 10:37)
A life worth living before God, that is a life that is walked with God. And if you donโt love God more than your family, more than your spouse, more than anyone else in the world, youโre not able to live that life. I was so focused on the voice of my own heart that I couldnโt love Jesus. In my eagerness to make myself happy, I was missing out on the greatest human happiness that a Christian could have.
Living a life where God is loved above all else, is always thinking about God and how your actions will appear in His eyes, not in the eyes of others. In such a life, the values of Christ, which are different from the values of this world, can be seen.
ๆ่ฟๅญฆใใ ใๅนธใใช็ตๅฉ็ๆดปใ้ใใใใซๅคงๅใชใใจใๅฟใใชใใใใซๆธใใใฆใปใใใ
ใๅคใใฎ็ฌ่บซใฎใฏใชในใใฃใณใๅฏใใใ่ฆใใฆใ็ตๅฉใใใฐใใฎๅฏใใใใชใใชใใ ใใใจ่ใใฆใใใผใใใผใๆขใใฆใใใใใใใใใฏๅคงใใช้้ใใ ใ็ตๅฉ็ๆดปใจใฏๅฟ ่ฆใ็ฅใฎไธญใงๆบใใใใใใจใใไบใใซๅฉใใใใจใงใใฃใฆใใไบใใซไพๅญใใใใจใงใฏใชใใๅนธใใช็ตๅฉ็ๆดปใ้ใใใใซใฏใ้ ๅถ่ ใใใชใใฆใใ็ฅๆงใจใฎๆญฃใใ้ขไฟใใใใใใๆง็ฏใใฆใใใใไบใใ่ช็ซใใฆใใใใจใไธๅฏๆฌ ใงใใใ้ ๅถ่ ใใใชใใฆใใ็ฅๆงใฎๆใซๆบใใใใฆใใไบไบบใ็ๆดปใๅ ฑใซใใใใจใซใใฃใฆใ็ฅๆงใใๅใใฆใใๆตใฟใๆบขใๅบใใใไบใใๆฝคใใใจใซใใฃใฆใใใซใไบใใฎไฟกไปฐใ่ฒใคใใใซใชใใใ
ๅใฎไธญใงใฎ็ตๅฉใฎไธ็ชใฎ็ฎ็ใฏ่ชๅใๅนธใใซใชใใใจใ ใฃใใใใฎไธญใซใฏไธไบบใงใใๅฏใใใๅใใใใจใใๆงใฎๆฌฒๆฑใๆบใใใใจใๅ ฅใฃใฆใใใใงใใใใฏๅคงใใช้้ใใ ใฃใใใพใ็ฅๆงใจใฎๆญฃใใ้ขไฟใไฝใใใฆใใชใใใฐใชใใชใใใไบใใๆใซ้ฃขใไนพใใฆใๆฌฒใๆบใใใใใซ็ตๅฉใใใไบใใไพๅญใใใฃใใจใใใใใใฎๅพใฎไบไบบใฎ็ๆดปใฏๆใใ่ใใใใฎใซใชใฃใฆใใพใใ้ ๅบใๅคงไบใงใไฝใใใใพใ่ชๅใจ็ฅๆงใฎ้ขไฟใๆญฃใใใใฎใงใชใใจใใใชใใใ ใใๅฐๆฅใ็ตๅฉใซๅใใฆไปใๅใๅงใใใจใใซใฏใ่ชฐใใใ็ฅๆงใๆใใใใใจใไผใใใใชใใซใใใใใฃใฆๆฌฒใใใจ็ธๆใซไผใใใใไบไบบใไบใใ่ฆใคใใใใฎใงใฏใชใใ็ฅใจใใๅใๆนๅใๅใใฆๆญฉใใใจใๅบๆฅใใฎใชใใใฉใใปใฉใฎ็ฅ็ฆใใใใฎใ ใใใใใใใๅคงไบใชใใจใๆใใฆใใใฃใใใใพใงใฏ็ตๅฉใฎ็ฎ็ใฏไบบ็ใ้ใใฆ็ฅใฎๆ ๅ ใไธใซ่กจใ็ถใใใใใซไบบ็ใฎใใผใใใผใๅพใใใจใ ใจๆใฃใฆใใใ
Let me write this down so as not to forget something I recently learned that is important for a happy marriage.
Many single Christians feel lonely and look for a partner, thinking that if they get married, this loneliness will go away. But that is a big mistake. Marriage is about helping each other have your needs met in God, not about being dependent on one another. In order to have a happy marriage, it is essential that each of us has established a right relationship with God even without a spouse, and that we are independent of each other. When two people who are filled with God's love share their lives together, the grace they receive from God will overflow and enrich the other so that their faith is further developed.
In my mind, the primary purpose of marriage had been to make me happy. That included filling the loneliness of being alone and satisfying my sexual needs. But that was completely wrong. First of all, a right relationship with God needs to be created. If a couple marries each other to satisfy their desires, hungry for love and dependent on each other, then their lives would be dark and empty. I've learned that this order is important. First and foremost, the relationship between each of us and God has to be right. So in the future, when I start dating for marriage, I want to tell my partner that I want to love God more than anyone else, and would also want her to do the same. What a blessing it would be if two people are able to walk in the same direction, God, instead of looking at each other. I learned that the purpose of marriage is to get a life partner to continue to represent God's glory to the world through life.
ๅใฏใใใ ใไบบใๅทใคใใฆใ่ชๅใใใใปใฉๅทใคใใฆใใใฃใจใฎใใจใง็ฅๆงใ็ฌฌไธใซใใ็ใๆนใๆๅใ ใจๅใใฃใใใใใฏๅชๅใใฆ่ๆธใ่ชญใใ ใใใงใใๆฏๆฅไฝๅบฆใ็ฅใฃใใใใงใใใธใใใ ใฃใฆๆญฃ็ดใซ็ฝชใๅ็ฝใใๆใๆนใใใใใงใใชใใฆใ่ชๅใฎ้ๅปใใในใฆ็ฅใฃใฆใใใ่ชๅใฎ็ฅใใชใ็ฝชใใใใในใฆ็ฅใฃใฆใใ็ฅๆงใใใใใชๅใ็ใพใใๅใใใใฃใจๆใใฆใไปใใใใใใใใฉใใชใใจใใใฃใฆใๅคใใใใซๆใใฆใใใฆใใใใใ ใ
ใใใชใใใใฏใๆตใฟใฎใใใซใไฟกไปฐใซใใฃใฆๆใใใใฎใงใใใใใฏ่ชๅ่ช่บซใใๅบใใใจใงใฏใชใใ็ฅใใใฎ่ณ็ฉใงใใ่กใใซใใใฎใงใฏใใใพใใใใ ใใ่ชใใใจใฎใชใใใใงใใใใจใใฝ1:8-9
็ฅๆงใใใใใชๅใๆญปใฌใปใฉใซๆใใฆใใใฆใ็ฝชใใ็ฏใใชใ่ชๅใใใใใใงใใใใใใๅใซใฏใใใซ่ฆๅใ่กใใชใฉใใใใฃใฝใฃใกใใชใใฆใใใใใใฃใจใใฎๆใๆใใงใใใ
ใใใชใใใใใใใใ้ธใใ ใฎใงใฏใใใพใใใใใใใใใชใใใใ้ธใณใใใชใใใใไปปๅฝใใใฎใงใใใใจใใใฎ็ฆ้ณๆธ15๏ผ16
ๅใ็ฅๆงใไฟกใใใใจใ้ธใใ ใฎใงใฏใชใใฆใ็ฅๆงใๅใ้ธใใงใใใใใฉใใใฆใใใชๅใชใใใ้ธใฐใใใฎใ ใใใใๆใใฏใในใฆ็ฅใฎๆตใฟใซใใใใใใฆๅใฏๆใใใใใในใใใจใฏใใ ๆ่ฌใใ็ฅใๆใใใใจใ ใ
After hurting other peopleโs hearts and my own heart so much, I finally realized that the best way to live is to put God first. It wasn't because I tried so hard to read the Bible, or because I prayed so many times a day, or because I humbly and honestly confessed my sins and repented, but because Godโwho knows everything about my past, who knows everything about my sins, even the sins Iโm not aware ofโhas loved me before I was even born and will love me now and forever no matter what happens.
"For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.โ (Ephesians 2:8-9)
God loved me to death and had mercy on me who could only sin. I had no deeds to worth for it; in fact, I rejected that love for a long time.
โYou did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you.โ (John 15:16)
I didn't choose to believe in God, but God chose me. Why had I been chosen? Salvation is all by the grace of God and I am saved. All I have to do is to be thankful and love God.
ใใใฆใใใ่ชๅใไบบ็ใฎไธปไบบๅ ฌใซใใใฎใใใใใใจๆใฃใใ่ชๅใไธปไบบๅ ฌใซใใฆใใฆใฏใใฃใใไธใใฆใใใฃใไบบ็ใ่ใใใใฎใซใใฆใใพใใใจใๅคงๅใชไบบใจใฎ้ขไฟใ้ง็ฎใซใใฆใใพใใใจใ่ชๅใฎ้ๅปใ้ใใฆใๅซใจใใใปใฉใใๆใใฆใใใฃใใใใ
ใใใชใใใใฏใใใฏใ่ชๅ่ช่บซใฎใใฎใงใฏใชใใใจใ็ฅใใชใใฎใงใใใใใชใใใใฏไปฃไพกใๆใฃใฆ่ฒทใๅใใใใฎใงใใใงใใใ่ชๅใฎใใใ ใใใฃใฆใ็ฅใฎๆ ๅ ใ็พใใชใใใใ
1ใณใชใณใ6๏ผ19๏ผ20
ใใใชใใใใฏ้ฃในใใซใใฆใใ้ฃฒใใซใใไฝใใใใซใใใใ ็ฅใฎๆ ๅ ใ็พใใใใซใใชใใใใ1ใณใชใณใ10๏ผ21
ใคใจในๆงใฏ่ชใใฎๅๅญๆถใฎๆญปใใใฃใฆๅใ่ฒทใๅใฃใฆใใ ใใฃใใใ ใใใใใฏใๅใใกใฎใใใ ใฏ่ชๅใฎใใฎใงใฏใชใใฆใ็ฅๆงใฎๆ ๅ ใ็พใใใใฎใใฎใใใ ใฎไธ้จๅใ ใๆ ๅ ใ็พใใจใใใฎใฏ็ฅๆงใใใใใฃใๆใใ่ชๅใ้ใใฆๅจใใฎไบบใซๆใใฆใใใใใจใ ใจๆใใๅ้ใ็ฅๆงใๆใใใใใๅ ใซใใพใ็ฅๆงใซๅฝใใใใฆๆใใใใใฎใใใใงใไปไบบใ่จณใชใๆใใใใจใใญใชในใใฎๆใๅฎๆใใใฐใใใปใฉใๅบๆฅใใใใซใชใฃใฆใใใใใใใฆ็ใพใใ้ใใๅจใใซใใไบบใ ใซๆใใฆใใใใใจใๆ ๅ ใ็พใใใจใซใคใชใใใจๆใใใใใใใฃใฆ็ใใฆ่กใใใใจๅฟใใๆใใ
I also wanted to stop making myself the hero of my own life. I realized that if you make yourself the protagonist, you will turn the life you've been given into emptiness. God helped me learn that through my past.
โOr do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your Body.โ (1 Corinthians 6:19-20)
"So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.โ (1 Corinthians 10:31)
Jesus bought me with his own death on the cross. Therefore, our bodies are no longer our own, but are part of God's body to reveal His glory. I think that revealing God's glory is to let people around us feel the love God has given us, through us. Because God loved me with His life before I even loved Him, Iโm able to love others unconditionally the more I experience Christโs love for me. I believe that when people see the difference in our lives, it gives God glory, and from the deepest part of my heart, I want to live like that.
ๅฃใง่จใใใจใชใใฆ่ชฐใซใงใ็ฐกๅใซใงใใใใ ใใๅใฏ้ๅปใฎ่ชๅใจๅคใใฃใใใจใใใใใใ่กๅใง็คบใใใใชใใๅใฎ้ๅปใฏ้ ทใ้ๅปใ ใใใ็ถๆดใใใ ใจๆใใ็ใๆนใง็ฅๆงใๅใใฉใใปใฉๆใใฆใใใใใไธใซ็คบใใใใใซใชใใใใใใใปใฉใฎๆตใฟใจๆใๅใใฆใใใใจใ่ช่ฆใใฆใใๅคใใใๅใฎไฟกไปฐใฏใจใฆใๅผฑใใใใ็ฅๆงใฎๆฏใใชใใใฆไธๅฏ่ฝใ ใใใๆฏๆฅ็ตถใใ็ฅใฃใฆใใใใใ
ๅฝผๅฅณใซๅใฏๅใใใ้กใใชใใใใใงใไป็ขบใใชใใจใฏใๅใใใใใใซๅผใ่ฃใใฆใ่ธใฟใซใใฃใๅฟใใใ็ฅๆงใชใ็ใใใใจใ ใใใฎใใใซๅใฏ็ฅใใใใชใใใใฎ็ฅใใฏ่ชๅใฎใใใชใฎใใใใใชใใใใฉใ็ฅใใใฆใปใใใใใคใ่จฑใใฆใใใใใจใฏๆใใชใใไปๆด่ฌใฃใฆใ็ก้งใชใฎใ ใใๅใฏใฉใใใใฆใใใ่ชๅไธญๅฟใซใ็จใใใฃใใๆฌๅฝใซ็ณใ่จณใชใใๅใซๅผใ่ฃใใใๅฟใไธๆฅใงใๆฉใ็ใใใใใใซใๅใซๅดฉใใใไฟกไปฐใใพใๅ็ใใใใใใซใๅฝผๅฅณใๆฏๆฅ่ๆธใ่ชญใใใใใซใ็ฅใใใใใซใไฟกใใใใใใใซใๅฝผๅฅณใฎๆฏๆฅใ็ฅ็ฆใงๆบใใใใใใใซใ็ฅใใใฆใปใใใ่ชฐใใใๅฝผๅฅณใฎใใจใ็ฅๆงใๆใใฆใใใใจใ๏ผๆฅใงใๆฉใๅฝผๅฅณใๅฎๆใงใใใใใซใๅใฏ็ฅใ็ถใใฆใใใ
I was created by God to reveal His glory. I want to live in a way that I will not regret when I die and leave this world to stand before God.
Saying it is one thing; actually doing it is another. But I really want to show, through my behavior and my actions, what God has done in my life. I have had an especially terrible past, so I want people to know how my heart has changedโand through my life, I want people to know how much God has loved me while I was yet a sinner. Even though I am aware that I have received so much grace and love, my faith is still remains to be weak, so I endeavor to pray every day. I know all this is impossible without Him.
I cannot bear to face the person Iโve hurt for what I did. But what I am certain of is that God can heal even the hearts that I have torn apart and trampled on. I can do nothing but prayerโa prayer that is maybe as much for myself as it is for her, but let me pray it all the same.
I don't think she can ever forgive me. Itโs useless to apologize at this point, but I was out of my mind and selfish, and for that Iโm truly sorry. I pray that the heart that was torn by me will be healed as soon as possible; that the faith that was broken by me will be rebuilt again; that she will be able to read the Bible every day; that she will be able to pray; that she will be able to believe in Jesus; that her days will be filled with blessing. I will continue to pray for her to realize as soon as she can, that God loves her more than He loves anyone else.
ใใใชใใจใๆธใใฆใใๅใฏไปใพใงใจๅคใใใ็ฝชไบบใงใใใชใใใๅใ็ฏใใฆใใ็ฝชใฏๅคใใใชใใใงใใใใชๅใฎใใจใใๅฝใๆจใฆใใปใฉใซๆใใฆใใใ็ฅๆงใใใใใชใใฆๅคงใใชๅธๆใๅใณใชใฎใ ใใใใ็ฅๆงใฏๅๅญๆถใซใพใงใใใใฃใฆใใใใชๅใ็ฝชใฎ่ฃใใใๆใๅบใใฆใใใใ่ชๅ่ช่บซใฎใใจใใใใปใฉๆใใ ใใจใฏไปใพใงใซใชใใฃใใใงใใใใใไธญใงใๅฝใๆจใฆใฆใใใชๅใๆใฃใฆใใใ็ฅๆงใฎๆใฎๅคงใใใๅใใฃใใใใใไฟกใใไฟกไปฐใไธใใใใฆใใใใจใๆ่ฌใใ็ฅๆงใไธ็ชใซๆใใๅๅญๆถใ ใใ่ชใไบบใซใชใใใ
ใใฎใใใซไป่ใใฆใใใฎใฏใๅปๅธซใจใใฆๅฐๆฅใฉใฎใใใซ็ใใฆใใใฐใใใฎใใ็ฅๆงใฎใใใซๅปๅธซใจใใฆๅบๆฅใใใจใฏใใใฎใใใจใใใใจใ ใๅใฏๅปๅญฆ้จ๏ผๅนด็ใจใใฆๅปๅญฆใๅญฆใใงใใฆใ้ ่ชฟใซใใใฐใใใใๅปๅธซใซใชใใๅปๅธซใจใใ่ทๆฅญใฏใๅๅ ฅใ็คพไผ็ๅฐไฝใๆฏ่ผ็้ซใใ่ชๅใ่ชใใใใ่ทๆฅญใ ใ่ชๅไธไบบใงใ็ใใฆใใใใใใชๆฐใใใฆใใใใ้ใๅขใใ็คพไผ็ๅๅฃฐใใใ็จๅบฆๆใซๅ ฅใใใใจใง็ฝชใฎ่ชๆใฏๅผทใๅใใฏใใ ใ็ฝชใฎ่ชๆใซใจใใจใๅผฑใๅใซใจใฃใฆใใใๆๅณๅฑ้บใช่ทๆฅญใ ใจๆใใ
โEven though Iโve written this testimony, I am still a sinner, just as I have always been. The sins I have committed in the past are still the same. But there is a God who loves me to death. What a great hope and joy it is for me. God even allowed Himself to be hung on the cross to rescue me from judgment for my sins. Iโd never hated myself so much before, however, in that moment I had felt the enormity of God's love for me. I am thankful that I have been given the faith to believe in this. I want to be someone who loves God first in foremost in his life, someone who can boast only of the cross.
Now the question is, to become this person, how should I live my life in the future as a doctor? And what can I do for God through this vocation? Iโm currently in my fifth year at medical school and will be a doctor soon if all goes well. Itโs a profession known to come with a relatively high income and social status, which makes it easy to be prideful. It makes people feel like they can live by their own power. With more money and a certain amount of social prestige, the temptation to sin may be stronger. It's a dangerous occupation for me in particular, being susceptible to the temptation of sin.
ๅปๅธซใซใชใใใใจๅใใฆๆใฃใใฎใฏไธญๅญฆ๏ผๅนด็ใฎ้ ใ ใฃใใจๆใใ่ชๅใๅใใ็ตๆใๅนธใใซใชใฃใไบบใฎ็ฌ้กใจๆ่ฌใใขใใใผใทใงใณใซๅใใฆใใใใใจๆใฃใฆใใใใใใฆไบบใไธ็ชๆ่ฌใใใฏใฉใใใๆใใ่ใใใใใใใฏใใฃใจ่ชๅใฎๅฝใๅคงๅใชไบบใฎๅฝใๅฉใใใใๆใ ใจๆใฃใใๅฝใๆใไปไบใซใฏ่ฒใ ใใใใ็ใฃๅ ใซๆใไปใใใฎใฏๅปๅธซใ ใฃใใ็ตๆธ็ใช้ขใใใฃใใใ่ชๅ่ช่บซใไบบไฝใฎๆง้ ใจๆฉ่ฝใซ่ๅณใใใฃใใฎใใใใใไธปใซใใฎ็็ฑใงๅปๅธซใ็ฎๆใใฆใใใใงใใฉใใใใๅปๅธซใจใใฆ็ฅๆงใฎๆ ๅ ใ็พใใใใซ็ใใฆใใใใฎใ ใใใใ็ ้ขใงใฏๅปๅธซใจใใฆๆฃ่ ใใใจๆฅใใชใใใฐใชใใชใใใๅฟใใใๅน็ใฎๆฑใใใใไปไบใงใใใใ่ๆธใฎ่ฉฑใ่จบๅฏๅฎคใงใใใใจใฏๅบๆฅใชใใ
The first time I thought of becoming a doctor was when I was in eighth grade. I wanted to have a job where I could be motivated by the smiles and gratitude of people who were happy as a result of what I did. When pondering about what people must be most grateful for, I thought that it must be when their lives or the lives of their loved ones are saved. There are many life-saving jobs out there, but the first thing I thought of was being a doctor. There might have been some financial motivation, and I was interested in the structure and function of the human body as well, but but helping others was my main reason for becoming a doctor. But now I wonder how I live to glorify God as a doctor. In a hospital, Iโd have to deal with patients, and may not be able to talk about the Bible in a busy examination room.
ใธใงใณ็งๅธซใฎใใใชๆ็ซ ใ่ฆใคใใใ
ใ็ฅใๅฟ ่ฆใฎใในใฆใๆบใใใฆใใ ใใใ็ง้ใๅใใใซๅคใใชใใในใฆใฎ็ฅ็ฆใ่ฒทใๅใใใใซใญใชในใใฏๆญปใชใใใจใใใ็ด ๆดใใใ็ขบไฟกใๆฑใใฆๅใใฎใชใใใใฎๆ็งใใกใฎๅดๅใฏๆใฎ่กๅใจใชใใๅๅญๆถใฎใฟใ่ชใใใจใจใชใใใ
ใไบบใ ใ็ฅใๅใถใใใซใชใใใใซไฝๅฐ้ใใฉใฎใใใซใใฆ็จใใใใใฎใใๅคข่ฆใชใใๅใในใใงใใใๅ จ็ๆถฏใใใฎ็ฎๆจใฎใใใซใใใจใใๆๅณใงใใใกใใไบบใ ใ็ฅใๅใถใใใซๅๅ ฅใฎใในใฆใ็จใใในใใ ใใใ่ชๅใซๅฟ ่ฆใงใชใๅๅ ฅใ็จใใฆใใคใจในใฎๅพกๅใซใใฃใฆไป่ ใฎๅฟ ่ฆใๆบใใใใจใ็ฎๆใใฎใชใใไธไฟใฎใฏใใใใฏไธใซๅฏพใใฆใ็ฅใๅดใใๅคงใใช็ฅ็ฆใจใชใๅพใใจใใใใจใ ใใ
ๅฝผใฎ่ใใฏใใใๅ่ใซใชใฃใใ็ขบใใซใใใ ใๅปๅธซใจใใฆๅใใใจใงๅพใ้้ญใฎไฝฟใ้ใซใฏใชในใใฃใณใจใใฆใฎ็ใๆนใไพกๅค่ฆณใ็พใใใฃใณในใใใใจๆใใMBCใชใฉใฎใใคใใซใญใฃใณใๅ ดใซ็ฎ้ใใใใ่ฅ่ ๅฎฃๆใใๆไผ้ๆใซ็จใใฆใใใฃใใใๅฝๅขใชใๅปๅธซๅฃใซๅฏไปใใใใใ้ใซใฏ็ฅๆงใซๅใใงใใใใใใชไฝฟใ้ใๆฒขๅฑฑใใใ
โI found this statement by Pastor John.
โIf we work with the awesome confidence that God will meet all our needs, that Christ died to purchase all the blessings we don't deserve, then our labor will be an act of love and we will boast in the cross alone.
โWe should work while dreaming of how the surplus will be used to make people rejoice in God. Of course, we should use all of our income to help people please God, in the sense that our whole life is for this goal. If we aim to meet the needs of others in Jesus' name by using our non-essential income, then the work of the world can be a great blessing to the world to glorify God!โ
I found his thoughts helpful. It is certainly true. I think there are opportunities to live out my Christian life and values in the way I spend the money received from working as a doctor: Donating for Bible camps like MBC, youth ministries, church planting, Mรฉdecins Sans Frontiรจres, and many other ways that can please God.
ๅ ใใฆใๅใใฏใชในใใฃใณใงใใใใจใ่ทๅ ดใฎไบบใ ใ็ฅใฃใฆใใไธญใงใ็ฅๆงใไธ็ชใซใใ็ใๆนใใใใฐใ็ฅๆงใฎๆ ๅ ใ็พใใใฎใงใฏใชใใ ใใใใ่ๆธใฏ็ฆ้ณใ่ชใใ ใใงใชใใ่ชๅ่ช่บซใ็ฆ้ณใง้ฃพใใใจใๅงใใฆใใใ
ใใใฎใใใซใใใชใใใใฎๅ ใไบบใ ใฎๅใง่ผใใใไบบใ ใใใชใใใใฎ่ฏใ่กใใ่ฆใฆใๅคฉใซใใใใใใชใใใใฎ็ถใใใใใใใใซใใชใใใใใใฟใคใฎ็ฆ้ณๆธ5๏ผ16
่ชๅใฎ่กๅใซใใฃใฆไฟกไปฐใ็พใใ้ฃพใใใใฎ้ญ ๅใซใใฃใฆไบบใ ใ้ญ ไบใใ่ๅณใใใฃใฆใใใใ็ฆ้ณใ่ชใๆฉไผใๆดใฟๅใใๅใฏๅปๅธซใจใชใฃใฆใใใใใใพใงใฎๅญฆ็็ๆดปใจๅๆงใซ่ชๅใใฏใชในใใฃใณใ ใจๅจใใฎไบบใซๅคง่ใซ่จใใใจๆใใใใใฆ็ฅๆงใไธ็ชใซใใฆ็ใใใใใชใใ่ชๅใซ้ขใใไบบ้ใใใฎๅทฎใๆใใใชใใใใใใใใ่ๅณใ้ขๅฟใๆใฃใฆใใใฆใใใใใ่ณชๅใใฆใใใใใใใใชใใใใใชใใฐใใใฎไผ่ฉฑใ็ฆ้ณใไผใใฆใใใใฃใใใซใชใฃใฆใใใฎใงใฏใชใใใจๆใฃใใ
In addition, if I live a life that puts God first while people at work know I'm a Christian, I think Godโs glory will be revealed. The Bible not only tells us the gospel, but it also encourages us to adorn ourselves with the gospel.
โIn the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.โ (Matthew 5:16)
I want to be able to show my faith with my actions, adorn myself with Godโs love, and attract people by letting them experience the difference from this world. As a doctor, just as I have during my time as a student, I want to continue boldly telling people around me that I am a Christian. And if I am able to put God first in my life, people may will be interested and ask questions about the way I live. I thought that if that happened, those conversations could become an opportunity for me to share the Gospel with those around me.
็ฅๆงใฏไธไบบไธไบบใๅฅใ ใฎๅจๅฎใจใใฆใใฒใจใคใฎใใใ ใจใใฆ็จใใฆใใ ใใๆนใ ใใใฎๆนๆณใไฝใชใฎใใฏๅใใใชใใใงใ็ฅๆงใๅใซใใใชใใใฎใ็ใใใฆใใ ใใใใจใฏ็ขบใใ ใใใใพใงใฏใไบบ็ใ้ใใฆ็ฅๆงใฎใใใซๆใในใใใจใฏไฝใ ใใใจใใใใใใฃใฆๅคงใใ่ใใฆใใใใใฉใไปๆฅ็ฅๆงใฎใใใซๅบๆฅใใใจใฏใชใใ ใใใใจ่ใใใใจใ้่ฆใชใใจใ ใจๆใใฃใใไปๆฅใจใใๆฅใ็ฅๆงใฎใใใซ็ใใใใใใใซ็ฅใฃใฆใใใใจใๅคงๅใชใฎใ ใจๆใใฆใใใฃใใๅ ใใฆใๅปๅธซใจใใฆๅใใใจ่ชไฝใใ็ ใซๅฐใฃใฆใใไบบใๅฉใใใใจใ่ชฐใงใๅบๆฅใใใใงใฏใชใใใคใจในๆงใ่ฒงใใไบบใ็ ๆฐใฎไบบใ็ใใใใใใชๅคงๅใชใใในใใชใผใ ใจ่ใใใใใใจใซใๆฐใฅใใใฆใใใฃใใ
ใ็ง้ใฏใใฎไธใๆใใ็ฉใๆใใใใใซใใใฎไธใจ่ชฟๅญใๅใใใใจๅฎๅฟใใใใใซใงใใฆใใใๅฐไธใๆ ้ทใจๅผใณใ่ด ๆฒขๅใๅฟ ่ฆใชใใฎใจๅผใณใ้้ญใใใฎไธใฎไพกๅค่ฆณใงไฝฟใฃใฆใใใๅฎฃๆใฎๅใใ็ฆ้ณใไผใใฃใฆใใชใๅ ดๆใฎใใจใฏ็งใใกใฎๅฟใใๆใ่ฝใกใฆใใใไธไฟใฎ่ใๆนใซๆใพใใ็ฅใซๅบๆฅใใใจใงใฏใชใใไบบ้ใซๅบๆฅใใใจใซใพใ็ฎใ็ใใฆใใใใ
ใใใฏใพใใใๅใฎใใจใ ใจๆใใใใใฎไธใๆใใชใใใใใใงใ็ฅๆงใไธ็ชใซใใใใจๆใ่่คใใชใใใใ็ดฐใไฟกไปฐใๆกใใใใฆ็ใใฆใใใๆฒนๆญใใใฐใใใใซ็ฝชใฎ่ชๆใซ่ฒ ใใฆใใพใใ็ฝชใฎ็ฝ ใซใใใฃใฆๆป ใณใซๅใใฃใฆใใฃใฆใใพใใใ ใใๆฏๆฅ็ฅใใ็ฅๆงใซๆฏใใฆใใใใชใใๆญฉใพใชใใใฐใชใใชใใ
God is the one who uses each of us as a separate organ in a single body. I donโt know how He will use me, but I am certain that God will make great use of what is unique to me. I had been thinking about what I should do for the Lord through my life, but Iโve been taught that it's equally important to think about what I can do for God today, and I pray that I will be able to use my life for God day by day. In addition, I realized that working as a doctor in itself can be considered an important ministry. Helping those who are sick is something not everyone can do, but Jesus healed the poor and sick as well.
โWe are made to love the same things that the world loves, so that when we are in tune with the world, we can feel safe. We call the earth our home, we call luxuries a necessity, and we spend money in the same way as the world. Missionary work and the unreached land have slipped from our minds. We are so steeped in worldly thinking that we look first at what we can do, not at what God can do, but at what human beings can do.โ
I feel this is exactly what I am. I live with a heart that wants to love the world while struggling to put God first, with faith that is faint. If I'm not careful, I can as easily give into the temptation of sin. If we are not careful, we can fall into this trap of sin and go down the path of destruction. And that's why we need to pray every day and walk upheld by God.
ใใงใใใ่ชฐใงใ่ชๅ่ช่บซใๆธ ใใฆใใใใใฎใใจใ้ขใใใชใใใใฎไบบใฏๅฐใใใจใซไฝฟใใใๅจใจใชใใพใใใใชใใกใๆธ ใใใใใใฎใไธปไบบใซใจใฃใฆๆ็ใชใใฎใใใใใ่ฏใใใใซ้ใซๅใใใฎใจใชใใฎใงใใใใใงใใใชใใใใฏ่ฅใๆใฎๆ ๆฌฒใ้ฟใใใใใๅฟใงไธปใๅผใณๆฑใใไบบใใกใจใจใใซใ็พฉใจไฟกไปฐใจๆใจๅนณๅใ่ฟฝใๆฑใใชใใใใ
โ กใใขใ2๏ผ21๏ผ22
็ฅๆงใซใใใๅจใจใใฆ็จใใฆใใใใใใซใ็ใใฆใใไธญใง่ฆใใไธใคไธใคใฎๆ ๆฌฒใซ็ๅฃใซ็ซใกๅใใฃใฆใใใใใใใๆฑบใใฆใใใฏๆ ๆฌฒใ่ฆใใใชในใฏใจใชใใใฎใใ้ขใใฆ้ใใใฆใใใใๆฏๆฅใฏไธๆ่ญฐใชใใใๅนธใใงๆบใกๆบขใใฆใใใ่ชๆใๅฐ้ฃใ่ฆใใๅบฆใซ่ชๅใฎๅผฑใใ่ฆใใฆใ็ฅๆงใซ้ ผใฃใฆ็ฅใใใใใใใจไธๆ่ญฐใจๅๆฐใๆนงใใฆใใใใใ็ดฐใใชๆ ๆฌฒใซๅฏพใใฆNoใจ่จใใใใใซใชใฃใใฎใ ใใใใฏๅฝใใๅใชใฎใใใใใชใใใใฉใๆ ๆฌฒใ้ฟใใฆใ็ดฐใใช็ฝชใ้ฟใใฆใ่ๆธใ่ชญใฟใ็ฅใฃใฆใใใจใไธๆฅๆฏใซใใใๅจใซ่ฟใฅใใฆใใใใใชๆ่ฆใ่ฆใใฆใใใพใฏๆฏๆฅใใใใๅ ๅฎใใฆใใใๆใซใฏๅใ็ฝชใ็ฏใใฆใใพใฃใฆ่ชๅใๅซใซใชใใใใฉใไฝๅบฆใ ใฃใฆใพใ็ซใกไธใใใใพใๆญฉใฟๅงใใใใจใใงใใฆใใใใใใชๅใซใใใพใงใฎ็ฅ็ฆใใใใใ็ฅๆงใฎๆใฏใฉใใชๅฎ็ณใใใ็พใใๅฐใใจๆใใ
ใใใใไธปใฏใใใใใใฎๆตใฟใฏใใชใใซๅๅใงใใใใจใใใฎใฏใ็งใฎๅใฏๅผฑใใฎใใกใซๅฎๅ จใซ็พใใใใใงใใใใใจ่จใใใใฎใงใใใงใใใ็งใฏใใญใชในใใฎๅใ็งใใใใใใใซใใใใๅคงใใซๅใใง็งใฎๅผฑใใ่ชใใพใใใใ็งใฏใญใชในใใฎใใใซใๅผฑใใไพฎ่พฑใ่ฆ็ใ่ฟซๅฎณใๅฐ้ฃใซ็ใใใฆใใพใใใชใใชใ็งใๅผฑใใจใใซใใใ็งใฏๅผทใใใใงใใ
โ กใณใชใณใ 12๏ผ9โ10
โNow in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and silver but also of wood and clay, some for honorable use, some for dishonorable. Therefore, if anyone cleanses himself from what is dishonorable, he will be a vessel for honorable use, set apart as holy, useful to the master of the house, readily for every good work. So flee youthful passions and pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace, along with those who call on the Lord from a pure heart.โ (II Timothy 2:20-22)
In order to be a vessel for honorable use, I want to seriously deal with every lust I feel in life. As I try to do this and stay away from the risk of feeling lustful, I am strangely full of happiness every day. Every time I struggle or feel temptation, I remember my weaknesses, pray, and rely on God. When I do this, I feel strangely courageous. I can say no to the more subtle lusts. And maybe it's only natural, but as I read the Bible and pray, avoiding lust and avoiding petty sins, I feel as if I am closer day by day to becoming a vessel for honorable use. Now my days are very fulfilling. Sometimes I still hate myself for committing the same sins again, but I am able to get up and start again. I have grasped that this love is more beautiful and precious than any other jewelโthe love of God, who has kept me and blessed me throughout my life.
โBut he said to me, โMy grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.โ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weakness, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.โ
(II Corinthians 12:9-10)